Why are you reading this? How did you get where you are? Is it all by chance that you ended up on this page, or could there be a reason that things worked out for you to be where you are right now, reading this post? Is he way more dramatic or would God use an average joe like me to tell you about him, on social media no less.
I remember as a twelve-year old, because I couldn’t be trusted to stay out of trouble if she left us behind, my newly divorced mom would drag my little brother and I to these prayer meetings she attended. But, one time she did leave me behind and, true to form, I found trouble. That evening I was supposed to babysit my eight-year old brother, but obviously eight-year-olds are plenty old enough to take care of themselves.
With a directive to stay in the house and a threat that I would beat him up if he told on me(I wouldn’t have, but he didn’t know that), I left my brother behind and went out with my friends. An hour later, we were crossing a busy highway when I saw a gap in traffic that wasn’t actually there, and I ended up running into the side of a car that was going fifty miles per hour. I don’t remember this part, but my friends told me that I was limping around, screaming in the middle of the road, as horrified drivers swerved and slammed on their brakes.
Had I been an instant faster, this page and this post would not exist. The smallest things we do or don’t do can change things forever. If I had been an instant faster across that street, none of my children would exist and every influence they have had or will have on situations or people throughout their lives would or will never have happened. Who knows how many others would not be born, all my future grandchildren and great grandchildren and so on, possibly all because my foot slipped slightly on the gravel before I started my sprint across that busy highway.
Is it all chance or did God work everything out for you to be you? Is it chance or did God find a way for me to write this series? Is it chance that you are reading it? Today, right now, is God talking to you? Is it possible that he would use a semi-struggling sinner like myself to tell you about Jesus?
Is this a special page? Am I a special author? I don’t think so, but I believe God will use anything and everything to tell us what he wants us to know. The apostles were nothing special as men go. But, God used that unlikely group of men to spread the word about his son, the same word that is being spread around the world two thousand years later despite all odds. The same word I am spreading with this page. God can use anything for good and letting you know about Jesus is the greatest good–for you.
God does not want to condemn you. He never did. He always wanted to free you from judgement, and take away your shame. But, it is your choice. Jesus paid a terrible price for your sin because he chose to do so. Is that so unthinkable? It is good news; hear it that way.
Your call. You are the only one who decides what you believe. What feels true to you? Think it through, but pay attention to your feelings. Use your head, obviously, but make this choice with an open heart.